My journey
Pinktober

The first hurdle is behind me.

On 20 October 2026 I had my 16th and last chemotherapy, which closed the first phase of my treatment. The journey is far from over, and I am sharing it as I go: my story, and everything I wish I had found in one place, for the person going through it and for the people around them. Happy Pinktober.

End of 2025 to early 2026

As 2025 ended and 2026 began, I had my plans. Then came a plan I never asked for, and God had been waiting to reveal it. It took me time to understand it. When I did, my own plans went on the back burner, and my whole focus turned to this fight.

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16 of 16chemotherapies
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Phase one complete. The journey continues.

019 April

The first look

On 9 April my Hausarzt, my family doctor, examined me. I had no symptoms, only a small lump that had been there for a few months. But over a short period of time it had become aggressively large.

I still remember her look, and the rush. The way she asked reception to put an urgent sticker on my referral. That was the first moment I felt this might not go well.

02Within one month

Everything moved so fast

In Germany we say it takes ages to get a doctor’s appointment, and I agree, it often does. But when there is real urgency, they take it very seriously and make things happen.

The cancer was growing at a fast pace. But on the other side, the doctors worked at a pace I can truly recommend. Within one month I had my diagnosis (aggressive breast cancer, stage 3) and my treatment schedule in my hands. That is the positive side of our healthcare, and I want to share it.

03That whole month

A world turned upside down

My whole world was turned upside down. All that month I had one doctor’s appointment or another, every single day. My thoughts were mixed and overwhelming: the news, the daily visits, the fear of what would happen next.

The words that helped

When I asked one of my doctors what to expect, the answer was:

Imagine the worst of the worst.
One of my doctors

It sounds terrible, but believe me, it worked. It helped me prepare mentally and physically, and to know who I was going to fight. That is what worked for me. Everyone is different.

20 October 2026

The first hurdle

It is a long journey, but I am happy to have cleared the first hurdle. On 20 October 2026 I had my 16th and last chemotherapy, which closed the first phase of my treatment. The journey continues, and I am taking it one step at a time.

Why I am sharing this

During this time it was very hard to get all the information in one place. So I am sharing my experience and everything you need from start to end, and I will keep adding more and more. This is my way of celebrating Pinktober and spreading awareness, not only for the person who needs it, but for the people around them.

For the person going through it

Find the whole path in one place, from the first finding to follow-up.

For the people around them

Understand what is happening, and how to be there for someone you love.